sometimes i just realize how much i don't like people
even the people i like i can't stand for very long, there's just so much ego
these people are good people but i really just need a change of scenery, i need to meet other people and know that this isn't what its going to be like for the rest of my life. i need something to work towards, this standstill is so...tiring. all i do is consume, i never produce.