I still cling a little to those moments where you made me feel so special and loved.
- The first time you showed any interest in me, at the homecoming football game where you wrapped your arms around me, keeping me warm. Lacing your fingers in between mine, you were never one for talking.
- Asking if you could kiss me, like a gentleman.
- When I heard you talked about me to your mom.
- When you made that fb status with just my name and a heart.
- When we kissed and hugged in the hallway at school.
- You kissing the top of my head.
- Holding my hand while you sat in the front seat and i, in the passenger.
- Burying my face into your chest.
But then there's always the not so good memories..
- you constantly asking me to send you pictures of me naked, even when we weren't talking about sex
- you never making an effort to spend time with me
- your cold indifference
- your silence
- when you didn't even want to hug me
- how once you realized we would go further than kissing, you exploited every opportunity to talk about it and make sure you got what you wanted
- forcing yourself down my throat(and my ass), even when i said no.
- talking about another girl when you were trying to have sex with me
